Sunday, 27 November 2016

Boom! It's me

Little help from my friends- Jim Sturgess and Joe Anderson
I'm a believer- The monkees
I've been loving you too long- Otis Redding
Wherever you will go- The Calling

It never dawned on me until it happened in that moment of realisation, that my life was safe. But not a fun because is there really ever a fun safe. No, it is a boring safe. I live with my parents, every month I have dinner with my childhood best friend, I revise over 45 hours a week which is more than most people work and I am single. The only steam in my bedroom is when in the summer I may forget to open the bedroom window and yet this not what I want to be. I want to dye my hair with a funky haircut, I want to have a boyfriend or perhaps just a rotter of casual guys, to go on road trip with friends, festivals with siblings and to an international university to study creative writing or journalism instead of Education. Which the degree is utterly boring and leads you straight into a job whereas I am the most indecisive person. My gcses were geography, art, business and media. I could basically do anything short of a doctor and when I want to be a doctor I simply watch Greys Anatomy and pause it half way through to predict what condition the patient has.